Monday, November 27, 2006

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When you think you are wrong, fate forces you to look carefully and understand that things can be worse. In my case, a call from my mom ...
My uncle is not well, had deteriorated and things were horrible ... thought that would not leave. Even the older brother of my mom traveled from Argentina to visit, it means that things were not right.
My mom on the other hand, did not say anything. The "is esstable" or "Do not worry, if I went to see yesterday" were typical in conversations with her, when she remembered to call.
know I can not do anything, but I would have liked to know and cooperate with something. If he was so ill, had been split in two by three to there ... just what they did not want to do.
this hurts, I feel helpless, useless. I am here in Antofagasta, 1361 km from Santiago, feeling bad about leseras ... while there are bad things, well, now they are better. My uncle was in stable condition as doctors confirmed yesterday, but I still feel as useless.
I do something, but I can not. Uncle Yoyito
So, pull up, things have to improve.


pd: I will not mourn the U, but it tears me story fall apart.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

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Friday, Saturday and Sunday

These three days have been ... how to say, special
But not in the way that most think.
On Friday, a corkscrew that yes, I could say something about how I felt. It was a good statement teenager, but a statement after all.
shameful not go into details but I can say that I want as a friend, not a bad situation, but not good at all.

On Saturday I got up early to help my kako-chan sale. I got burned, my feet hurt, but I laughed arto.
The bad thing is that my Tamashi came to see me while I was selling stuff ... bad, that made cove less and would have liked to see it. So I grabbed some money and went home ...
we laughed, talked and it was fun n_n creek

On Sunday or today, had planned to invite a certain person to eat something and give something he had written. Failed, was traveling and had to do a job ...

anyway ...
've been there no more, I lele all, I have a red face and flames burned so well.
Emotionally, I am also no longer there. You can not do anything about it, things were not.
So forget it has been said, I hope not write more to respcto and forget these things.
but, as the last post of the topic, I self-dedicate a song: P (mellow as could be, but that he will do uu)


"I'd Rather Be In Love - Michelle Branch"

I cannot help it I couldn't stop it if I tried
The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside
And I've heard that you can't fight love, so I won't complain
'Cause why would I stop the fire that keeps me going on?

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you

Turn out the lights now
To see is to believe
I just want you near me
I just want you here with me
And I'd give up everything only for you
It's the least that I could do

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you

And I feel you holding me

Why are we afraid to be in love?
To be loved
I can't explain it
I know it's tough to be loved

And I feel you holding me

Oh, oh
And when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone

And I'd rather be in love
Yes, I'd rather be in love
Oh, I'd rather be in love with you

And I feel you holding me, oh


Lo bueno de esto es que lo de irme a argentina está casi listo. Por lo menos el hermano mayor de my mom and told her that after my career, I was there to specialize
That n_n me up the mood, also the younger brother of my mother is stable and ... hopefully everything goes well with him.

And that ... nothing more to say, nothing more than feelings.
A kiss to all bye bye

Monday, November 20, 2006

Skates Causing Arch Pain

Yesterday input

Sunday November 19, 2006
Listening: Sara - Boa Kwon
Mood: Disapointed

I do not know why I feel I've been a fool, I've been carried away by the illusions silly me blush made by these useless dreams robbed me smile. Why are we with things, I was a fool to believe anything could be beautiful and romantic when cupid strikes only for those who are worth ... not for this crazy dreamer who tries to live what he writes.
"Romanticism cheap" as it says Sae. Only that I have completed my daily life.
I know it sounds pathetic, but no, this is just a lament to the loneliness that I must have the companion ... at least, as a romantic partner. Now I got exaggerated
xD
These months I have written, drawn, thought, dreamed, lived every moment towards the idea that someone was interested in me. Not like the girl classmate or notes or cooking rich, if not for the girl I am ... I thought
all I've been through, being used, being deceived, as the discarded rag all the sun shine at last. No matter if it was not so romantic, I needed the illusion that fed my esteem ... god knows how I need That. However
I've spent over a week waiting to hear from that person, saying "quiet, may have been forgotten or is busy" I never believed that there was never any intention of actually using.
I'm not sad, because there is no reason to be, but I am disappointed. I'm with him, with my luck, my destiny and me for being so stupid. How could I even think that those smiles were special, or that our talks were important. The hugs were just courtesy, but I believe in them.
For a moment I thought my life would be like Momo-chan, who bakayasu bakayasu and Toji would better not talk xD (BTW, I will not make the page, if you want to say to help you or katia I recommend a co-race, but I will not. I know your intentions).
Baka, baka, baka, bakayasu! Je

I re lasted little girl forces ready to do anything, but when fate sends you the phone calls from your ex (puaj!) instead of who really wanted to hear, because things change. Anyway ...


The past week was titled nii-san My friend Kako-chan (katita!!). We spent all day Wednesday ordering and decorating the place where dinner would be held. Inflate 100 balloons between them, we did about 17 index cards with decorative caps and everything. I hurt my fingers, my left hand and I was ultra tired ... but everything was beautiful. The dinner was very nice, the kids were ultra happy with the decor and had a good time. It was a beautiful moment, I really congratulate both (nii-san and his friend kako whose names I will not say for protection of both ... xDDD Leonardo
Congratulations

All this got me thinking about my thesis project in my degree, that within two years and will be a designer and I can hardly understand it yet.
Uff ... lack little, very little.

So that, my child is sick kako (I hope it improves), Bakayasu is gone and my course has become a group of damn selfish ... yeah right!. It's become that much, pq long ago and they were (métanse trip where they see fit, anniversary gástense money as they choose, tómenselo especially if you like, but do not ask me again if I'm running for jobs or if I can lend my notes. lost all me.) Advertisement

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n_n PS: damn cris-kun !!!!!! Those things he did to p-chan are not>. \u0026lt;
Pd2: p-chan Greesh a kiss giant known for anything (knock, kill, kill xD) tells me n_n
Pd3: Again , the interface will not ask me, I will not work with you, pq if you think that seeing my photos in the kako photoblog-chan and telling me I am beautiful, does not mean I'm ready to receive you with open arms. You were a real jerk to me, do not think that things are forgotten in a little over three months.
I'm not as dumb as you think I am.
PD4: Not'll be here forever ... I will never be.

Monday, November 13, 2006

Can You Be Pregnant And Not Have Any Cm?

This is the Saturday

Saturday November 11, 2006
Listening: Return to Innocence - Enigma
Mood: Thoughtful

few hours ago I got the cyber, had planned to surf for an hour, but some conversation left me stuck all afternoon.
is true that given a good slap can remove many things, but is someone who gives, so to speak way, not so close (do not know if you understand ... arg! yuki no you're not going to explain, if understood, it is understood, if not, bad luck), you may remove more of what you want.
Let's see, how to explain it.
I have been told to send to hell the rest of the world, who thinks of me and only me to close my eyes and get carried away, others take the same. This I have heard so many times, so many mouths, I've lost count. Even I have written here so many, but ... It's that damn but
.
In some way or another, I always did deaf ears and preferred to stay locked, secure within this shell I call body.
I've written thousands of words, I have described many scenarios where I can be me and nobody but me. I fantasized about thousands of situations, filling my pockets with impossible dreams and realities in which to escape. My life is an adaptation of a dream as a child, a Shakespearean tragedy in the lowest category. Venezuelan novel worth (no offense, of course).
My point is that I've been elsewhere but here. My reality has been distorted in strange ways and I feel myself like a fly that looks like things are happening.
But as I have lived all my years.
I've been painting the wall, noting that everything that surrounds it. "I've been watching people for too long, which has left me without an identity which only longing for love ... what others have. "
In dynamics could say some things, perhaps the current group could not understand, chances are they did not know what I meant when I said I liked the voice of a certain person or attitudes of another or as usual they highlight in the middle from the crowd.
Hell if I could still do the same!
The tragedy is that I am who I stop, I provoke internal chaos that keeps me moving forward. However
have changed. At least I dropped my defenses and bars are not as high, it is easier to get to me now. It has cost me, I lost things I thought important by this change, but not worth it.
I will not let them treat me like a fool again, I will not let me use that old rag.
true that I have chosen the wrong friends in the past, I think that is something which I have encountered many times. Now ... now I just want to see how everything progresses, I'm tired of analyzing the world ... I would not think so.
In that, sir, you are quite right. What I note southern lot, I complicate for everything and anything, I'm drowning in deep seas, in glasses and water glasses without water.
I'm complicated, I know.
I'm a mess, I know.
I'm a time bomb exploding every two years ... I know that very well. I
deep, I am calm and little panic, I am led to my ideas. I'm dreaming, I am artist and writer, I am designer and communicator. I am a scholar, I'm smart, I applied and responsible. I'm intellectual (that count?), I'm avid reader ...
But more importantly ... I'm one

That should be worth all of the above and all I do not remember (or do not want to remember).
I ... I do not think
, not love, not suffering, not to mourn.
I see my father's eyes and ask "why?". I would not think about it again and again does not affect me much. I want a certain person
embraced me and said "all going to be OK. " I want this karma
lonely out a good time in my head and leave me alone, live in peace.
Again, I'm so complicated. I hold both of the past, present, and I miss the nice things that dwell therein.

Today was a strange day.
back at the self-analysis he had left in the inkwell. I thought about my father, my sister, in her sad eyes when he thought he would.
I thought about my life and my actions, the things I want and I want. I realized that it must be me and that although I have heard this many times, not bad read of someone else.
So another wand is dropped of my window, I'm sure. So, get ready, this girl is harder. If they think they have seen it all, you have no idea of what may come. But
easy, I doubt they realize those who do not look good.

: sigh:
I feel good, calm and smiling (long time since I felt this way ... it's weird).
And to think it all started because you can tell I'm southern too xD
Knight (again), if you read this, thanks. Not explain any further or you will challenge me again -///-. We should be talking and more often, releases tension

n_n Kisses to all!

PS1: if you do not realized (if is that is reading this), the post is for you.
Pd2: I'm going to charge the floor with the idea of going out for a drink;) PD3
by kako-chan: toy buh my fault the yuki is not going to be able to go to ride peter sn cry cry and do not see a bakayasu cry cry too I have the ceremony pq title of my bro cry cry sorryyy

Saturday, November 11, 2006

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Am I know you? Passion

Today something strange happened to me ... I was preparing my super
lunch (burgers and salad of corn xD) when it reaches the fiance of one of the girls in my house. I do not I locate itself much, at most, I've put a "hello" quite distant, but nothing more.
's case is that the guy arrives and starts giving me the chatter that I use a lot of the PC and I'm going to go blind and so forth.
First I thought it was a joke, a way of trying to be liked, but did not tone used to think that. Maybe the humor is strange ... Anyway

bothered me enough, pq not met him, I do not know what it is called to come and challenge me to use my computer. People are very strange
today.

Anyway ...

temita going to another, my head lele.
I've been trying to write for NaNoWriMo, but it seems that my brain does not want. As the ideas do not flow and, hopefully, I bring about 500 words written. God, I Sucks ...
Moreover, as the poster had to do for the super religious festival "a song for jesus" was not the way I wanted. The idea worked out Christian, that's something, but the result is ultra beaten. Nu liked (despite what I say my girl Katie, I liked my job nu).
This semester has been the best, I can not connect, focus, find that something that motivated me ... Well, if there is something that motivates me, but that is story in itself.
may be so loose jobs, have had little originality. Having it's definitely what my friend Chris-kun sticks no please! I do not want supposed to happen.

Anyway, things are well. I'm bored, I'm arta, I need to release tension, get rid of the pressure routinely take off all this bullshit that I have in my crazy head ...
I Need Something Different maybe an other soul? ... I do not know

So people, this is my weekend. A very fun week, yeapie!

uu pd: ** ** slap on my face sometimes come when least expected, but they help a lot when this crazy apologize writer gives for both. (Knight, if you read this, Thank you. You know what I mean, but nu rete me that I also like talking to you)