Saturday, April 24, 2010

Can You Use Milk With Kuerig

[PERF] 愛せない愛したい (Aisenai Aishitai) *Sub*





File size: 122 MB
Resolution: 704x480
Duration : 00:05:21
Sub & Time: [Star TVXQ ] + Love
Corrección: Sweet
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Get Well Christian Letter

[PERF] Crazy Love *Sub*





File size: 113 MB
Resolution: 704x480
Duration: 00:05:06
video Credits: CL + StarTVXQ
Sub & Time: [Star 东方 神 起] + Kimi-Love
Correction: Destiny
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Friday, April 23, 2010

Pediatric Cpr Compressions Ratio

[NG-13] Between.. Love or Death *Cp.6 Final*

Title: Between . . Love or Death
Author: Destiny & Ietsuna
couple or Personality: Yoosu ... Yunjae appearance
* Junsu by Ietsuna
* Yoochun by Destiny
Summary: What to do when you fall and you have to choose between death or love ...
What would you choose? ...
Warning: Drama, Tragedy



Chapter 6 ... Final


Just ran through the streets, no matter what, nor a thousand insults and shouting at me when I passed by a car and ended up braking hard, right now the only thing I wanted that away, because I ended up run over ...

"Because it's so hard to die ... so no one would end up hurt because of me ... *****




- I'd better stop all this, a good time ... - I said to myself, wiping the tears that had begun to come - tomorrow is the last day ... the last day I will feel all this ... the last day I'll see ... and I can rest easy ... *****



hid alone in my apartment, not answering calls from anyone, not hers, did not feel like talking at all, did not feel like this with her or hear her voice so loud now I paresis, so loud she did not feel like, just wishing it was impossible ... calling the company lying, saying I was not feeling well and did not know if I could go to work tomorrow and then hide rugs low bed and start to mourn sadly ... *****



slowly come to my apartment, feeling, ironically just ... is that perhaps could be even worse this ...

- well all this? - I wonder now full of doubts, smiling now have to think more of the bill - not previously have cost me nothing, but now ... - Sighing heavily - and it is certainly too late ...

Starting to prepare, so you do not want everything for tomorrow, leaving everything as it would be ready for the big day? ... What did it was a work but I had to meet one who had to do a month ago ... because that time were prolonged ... *****




"Still out for me ...- muttered, noting how even out the tears from my eyes, feeling like my arms were burning a little eye opening to see those scratches with small spots of blood as she felt angry that even in that moment I felt I did with the nails of my fingers, I just wanted to release the pain I felt now .... *****



In that time it was dark, and is now around 11 pm ...

- I'd better get some sleep - I say, lying on my bed, but unfortunately barely closed his sad face and tears filled my ... volvíaa - Because! I'm sick!, because I can not! - Being now seated in the bed, leaning my head between my knees - because you can not leave even for a few seconds of my mind ... - Cursing anyone for this ... For this reason, once told me was the best that could happen to someone ...


"When I feel I understand, love is not bad Yoochun ..."

And those words to tell me Hero, when it was supposed Jae, began to resonate in my head now. ..

- Falling in love is not bad? ... fence lie ... *****




time mattered little to me, I cared little pain in my head, my eyes, my heart, the pain in my arms as she felt a certain way nice now, forgetting all that time, returning to him, his eyes so cold, and without realizing how much again began to mourn

"I have become weak because of you ... *****




And surely I could not sleep at all, remembering everything you tell me Hero, as he began to grow that feeling for Yunho, how happy the day I felt Yunho he confessed how much he did to be able to make it last that, changing your appearance for it, hiding whenever they were closer to him, protecting each trying to end the ...

- protects it until the end ... - I say, looking at that picture you took of your home, one where the two were happy, being embraced by the Yunho - so happy you could do? - I ask, looking at their faces, seeing them as the answer - but maybe I'm not as determined as you, and that's why I do what I had to do from the beginning ...

rising from my bed, leaving that picture on one side, getting ready for what will be today, leaving my apartment, but this time not in the direction of his department, as was the custom, but it I am responsible to do everything so that his death is asked as me ... front of the stage with all the fans present ... *****




whatever day it was today, I did not care if he died of sleep, nor the little energy I had, I had no thought of leaving this place just did not want anything ... I just wanted to die ... dying alone and always have been, in the end I'm not needed, just make money for ambitious people ... *****



the day apparently begins to walk faster, since at least thought it was nearly 2 o'clock in the afternoon, arriving with it to the place where it would an event in which the star was the main guest, inspecting the place a bit, and then retire, but which I fail to do when one of his manager stopped me, asking for ...

- Did not come? - I ask you, who only denied me, and I said it must already be here, since you need to prepare, asking me to go by, not knowing if what I should do, not after of yesterday, but as being a course worker and guard, because that is supposed to be what it was, there was another not?, being then in the door of his apartment, waiting to open that door ... - and I still keep wondering if it is right ... - Whisper to me, watching that door begins to open slowly ...




***** scared too when I started ringing the doorbell, did not even have souls, had nothing ... slowly with the same clothes from yesterday ... with that mark now dry blood in my arms, without even caring and looked at this moment, nothing ... I do not mind being a famous singer ... besides that .... I've never been one *****



And surprise was undoubtedly in my face to see him that way, so dejected, like he was throwing to oblivion, leaving your life back ...

- Because you're not ready? - I ask in that very seriously, hiding behind those words, the concern that arose in me to see it, that way - you are waiting ... *****




-Solo has been so ...- gasp strength in my voice, "You can go will not go anywhere ... I do not care about anything, just want to die alone and always have been ... "Turning around going back to my room, cared nothing now if it was the setting open, if she continued going out or ....
*****


- And what else I can do? ... - I say when you go in the direction of his room, ignoring that "just want to die" - is my job, it still does not like, just follow commands that give me ... - Noting how stops just under the room, I sighed for all that, look down a bit - once told me that even if you felt that the world comes at you, it's best to ignore that and try to follow - putting my hands in the pockets of my bag, pressing hard on that picture - I'm also just ... and why not I break with every thing that happens, then who was my only support, not because I have my side ... *****



-Tu ...- not want me near tears feeling like those who felt lost again began to fall ...- Please go, I just do more damage see you here, just looking for your job requirement again ....- hiding among those tear-stained sheets and other things ... *****



- Well I will not go, not until you go out there, this will be the last time I really ... - Noting how when I said that got up from his bed - but I do not really - look down a bit - if you really want if you only say that cause you harm, that the truth not because ... I will ... *****



-LET ME PLAY! "Shouted angry with the little energy I had by throwing a pillow because shit can not be more clear with your words, you're left with, then you will not see more ... I do not understand because you always let the words mean, why do not you express it properly if you want to say something! - Letting me down on the bed, for I was totally exhausted now after to occupy the energies that had nothing, listening to my own increasingly audible sobs ...



***** Just let me hit the pillow, smiling, then perhaps with annoyance that ...

- And you what? - Say in a calm voice - you do not do the same? - Looking at him, noting how just shrank more in your bed - you do the same! - Not holding on and end up screaming - what I ask you not answer me! and you want to be clear! - Squeezing my fists - as if both want to know what I will say, I like! is what you hear!, which so clearly want to tell you, he likes me from the first time I hugged! - Not really matter you can think of now .. *****




felt like my world my everything stopped to hear those words ... I ... I liked it, feeling as if they were lying .... beginning to laugh at that nervousness that my body started to go after hearing that clothing ...

-No ... no, a lie ....- asked looking into his eyes after I calm down .. "Really feels like me ... He asked lack of confidence, and maybe those words were only stunned by the lack of sleep ... *****




And no doubt hear the laughter disturbs me entirely, seeing as we calmed down and asked me if I felt the same after it said that maybe it was a lie, and if was well to stop, but I simply do not say anything, just continue silent, just as I realized the great mistake he had made, not being able to have been stronger and be quiet, leave your mouth and finish that screams, clenching my hands by the fury I felt myself ..

- I'd better fence ... only thing I'm doing is making mistake after mistake ... *****




was too good to be true ...

-so ... I am a mistake for you so stupid ...- smile can be, sitting in bed, hiding my face in my knees and said nothing more after that fence is better than me dedicate myself to what has become customary during this last time ... mourn ... *****




- You're not the error ... - I say before leaving the room - here the only error that I am there - giving back, not wanting to see my tears once again - a mistake that just should cease to exist ... do not you think? - Smiling for that, and that perhaps the time to choose, I would give my life too ... "Dying to love forever ..." heard that slogan that once Hero ... and that may also meet ...



***** Listen to his word also his steps to leave my room, burying strong nails in my arms could not care less if they began to bleed again, I felt powerless wanted to go after ... but I was afraid, afraid of this rejection on their part ... afraid to keep on making this damage could ever be arranged, not liking the main character you are not afraid to expose their feelings ... *****



And that was stronger than me, kneeling down in front of the exit door, leaving my head resting on it, choking sobs those who wanted to leave ...

- Because it has to be ... because just the ... - Letting my tears still running - because you do this ... - Is the only thing I can say, when I'm back as usual, that embrace, feeling his face in supporting my back - but getting hurt because of me ... - Taking into my hands his hands clinging to my waist, feeling those slight marks on his arms - you much more damage caused by them ... *****



"Let
unless I decide that, feeling like holding my hands with yours - Please do not walk away ... stay with me ... please ... "I asked my face even more support on his back, while my tears again to soak your shirt ... *****



- No. .. I do too much damage .. - Clenching his hands when but it relies on me - end up very hurt Junsu ... - Turning slowly to face him, taking with one of my hands his face, wiping her tears with my thumb - and I will not always done because of me crying ...



***** "Let me be by your side is as long as possible ... please, squeezing her hand a little - Leave at least that this pain is nice to be at your side, please - take your face with my hands, regardless of anything else about my face to his, leaving only one chaste kiss just touching your lips to mine ... perhaps hoping that now I began to scream for doing that .... *****



- is so little time ... - I say, shaking a little when I feel the same way his hand landed on my face, noting how about just a little and finish by brushing her lips with mine, after leaving his forehead pressed to mine ... - Very little Junsu ... - Taking my other hand and frame your face with them, staring at his eyes, each faction of his face, tracing her lips with my thumbs - just, I just wish that when it happens all do not hate me, do you? .. only ... forget ... forget all that - resting my head on his shoulder, aforrándome then on, letting my tears will get wet ... *****



"Do not hate, I can not ...- letting them lean on me, that clings to me, cry in me, embracing equally stroking her back with one hand while the other stroked her hair gently, and as he said, I also felt it would be so time would be too short, still wanted him to their side ... *****


And
but would ask that the time stopped only once in this life, but that is impossible and that is ongoing, increasingly approaching the moment ...

- you will be late, and many people are waiting - I whispered slowly, even when in the same position, feeling like one of her hands slowly caressed my back and the other was tangled in my hair gently separates ndome a bit, but not so much either, being even a few inches and it is now I who gave him a kiss, a kiss that tasted so sweet, but certainly with a bitter end ...




***** I have no mood "Whispered when we parted after that sweet little kiss, smiling at the happiness I was feeling at this moment, next to it - really I have no courage ...- sigh with resignation, as was insisting that I was waiting and the fan and the concert and all that I did not want to go ... *****



- Come on, do you? - Helping you to get up, wiping his face even the sign of those tears - do it for me ... - Smiling weakly, seeing as I agree - thanks ... - Leaving a kiss on her forehead, letting me hold her, then leaving to start to enroll, beginning to feel bad about this - sorry ... - Is the last thing I mutter when I see him out saying that he is ready, letting you take my hand and interlock with it, thus departing from that department that would last ... *****



Leaving my apartment, his hand intertwined with mine, pressing perhaps something stronger as I was aware something inside me said it, would be the first and last view that could take this way up to the car directing us to the place where the concert would ... *****



And both could wish to drive slowly, without haste, leaving perhaps a few more minutes, but the sound of that phone, saying we were at the time only meant I had to speed up a bit and come sooner than we wanted, first out of the car, opening the door after he left, surprising when off guard gives me a light kiss and says it is for luck, and only managed to smile for that nonsense, followed by slowly ... *****



Not even take too much attention to the reprimand to take me by my new manager, saying a thousand things of which he was, as he should act, do or say hows that bothers me more that "you are no longer a human any "just ignore it long after going into the locker room thanking heaven for wearing a long sleeved jacket, then going to makeup, to be at least presentable erasing traces that have cried a lot and not having slept at all, always being watched by Yoochun's eyes, smiling sweetly whenever he could ...

***** Only

dedicate myself to watch him every detail when you start fixing, noting what he liked and not seeing me smile whenever he could, giving me a sickly smile through that mirror, seeing as that makeup is removed, leaving us alone now, watching that chair gets up and walks over to me, leaning to one side of me, resting her head on my shoulder, listening sigh ...

- Why sigh? - I ask, turning my face a little to see, noting also turns around and makes me smile, shaking his head in silence ... - Maybe now I can not say anything? ...




***** "Thank you" I say Yoochun taking his hand in mine and it was next to go, now I feel very happy, it feels good to be by your side .. .- listening as knocking on the door saying it is 5 minutes, salíaa scenario, being now in front of him, gently stroking her face to his lips starting kissing him slowly, gently doing eternal those 5 minutes, then within of me is aware that would be the last in which his lips could have so ...
*****


rang the door warning that there were only 5 minutes to get out on stage after hearing those words of thanks to me, then being in front of me, letting it caress my face, kiss ndon then slowly, clutching my hands to her waist while hers went for my neck, trying to make that way a little longer the kiss ... one last kiss ...

- Time ... - I say when we parted, giving me one last smile, letting go, even with our hands clasped, which are the last to let go and were then extended, watching lost way to the stage - goodbye ... - Whisper weakly ... *****




The music was loud cries mingling with those of the fan, starting immediately to sing it and was in that pattern that they had been preparing for several days ... after a couple of songs but the welcome it, for me when I used to do all we really had and I liked and did not feel the obligation to do so, he did like to relax by each note rang in my ears ... everything that happened since the death of Yunho ... just enjoying what would be perhaps the last concert that I will because I love them ... *****



Everything was already prepared and I wore that black suit which I camouflaged when the darkness could occur, leaving behind the scene, putting my hand inside that raincoat he was carrying, the weapon hard pressed, slowly pulling it out, seeing her figure for the last time that I would have liked to see much longer, feeling perhaps longer, now hesitating to pull the trigger when he was aiming ...

- NO! - Shout, without entering think about the stage, pulling the arm toward me, and then run away and leave that shot heard hear, exploiting the various lights - I will not let you die in the hands of another ... - Then just when I disponíaa shoot, that little red light was reflected in his head, raising a little face and see that it pointed up "a sniper", starting to run down those aisles, listening to gunfire ago of us, at any time by pulling it, pulling me in the same way my gun and fired, killing whom I did not care as long as it does not die, not yet, but that was forgotten when leaving the parking lot, man pointed at me, feeling like pulling my hand, turning around a bit and see that Junsu had neck, pointing also ...


- Perhaps ... you also want to choose ... - He asks, pointing in his direction, curving her smile - do not be so stupid as Hero ... Yoochun ... *****



Everything was so quick, I felt pulled my then began to hear gunshots all over the place, running only by inertia as I pulled to continue doing so, the I did not know who it was but after hearing that voice ... Yoochun dressed entirely in black, seeing as he also pulled a gun and began firing at those who were behind my back ... thus reaching the parking lot ...
...-
-Yoochun muttered something stirred Cando even feel like I pulled back taking my neck, pointing a gun, listening as they tell you not make the same mistake as Hero ...

Now picture everything ... I was Jae Hero .... Yunho was sent to kill for being by my side ... Yoochun Hero and knew it for what it was Yoochun Yunho department when he died along with the body of Hero ... and the objective of Yoochun was me ... Yoochun was right, the time we'd be together was too short, but I do not regret, because I could feel a real happiness even though they were only a few hours.
Finally I've been waiting so long ago cumpliríay would be in the hands of those who fell in love I do not really hate, the end will make me happy ... "Thank

...- Yoochun said looking into his eyes, smiling with sincerity, then close them still maintaining that smile .. *****




- That's what you planned, eh? - Starting to play with the gun, passing it through a part of the contour of the face Yoochun - escape, change?, As did the hapless Hero ... shame that the very imbesil preferred to die .. - Standing behind him, coming dangerously close to his ear - but that can not .. - Whispering softly - and you know for what reason? - Taking one of his hands his face - that this cutie, just happen to a better life and no longer torment you - smiling at that expression on the face of the singer - we Yoochun, kill him as he promised to the customer ... you have to ... - Coming back to the - if not .. PUM! - Laughing wildly when he sees jump Junsu who was still taking by the throat ... - A single bullet ... as always - posing one of his hands to his face by placing the weapon in his right hand - just ... in the heart ... *****



I opened my eyes, seeing as that subject goes the gun by the contour of the face of Yoochun, who had not uttered a word, a frown to hear him speak of that so disgusting even more laughing like crazy, feeling like Yoochun loose my hand, after taking the weapon in his hands ... slowly lifting point to where he said, right in the heart, now so just waiting for that weapon echo in my ears and ending with my life, who once said that Yoochun should never be ... "Do

Yoochun, deliver me from all this smiling softly whisper ....- just as I learned to smile on
really *****



And I could not believe, as was that even in these conditions I can keep smiling, listening to him because after that the words of former member of the bosses that do, carrying the gun in that direction, pointing out where I indicated, but could not to, could not I did not want him to die, he preferred to give my life, give it to love forever ...

- I can not ... - I muttered to myself, pulling the trigger, in management who have to Junsu's neck, giving it right on the head, then quickly turning and firing tambiéna that subject, then falling on my knees, looking those bodies lying on the floor, feeling that embrace, that hug that just made my heart ache more ... much more - forgive me ... - Is what I whispered softly as my lips brush against the skin of his neck, going up that gun, without being given the account and place it in my chest - But ... I have to die, to love you forever ... - Closed his eyes, feeling my tears begin to travel down my cheeks, pulling the trigger, feeling perfectly as the bullet went through my body ... *****




-No .. no .. no ... no ... say that Yoochun ... Yoochun ... I love you too, do not leave me ...- embracing it even stronger, feeling stirred in my arms ... and then that ... a shot that paralyzed me completely body-yoochun! -Cry feeling like the tears began to fall from my eyes to see that part of blood that stained my clothes and left his body unashamedly staining my hands with warm liquid that Yoochun ..- .. Yoochun ... Yoochun ... "I am called cuddling even more, watching his face growing paler is to lose temperature and can not do anything to stop this blood-Because ... Yoochun ... Yoochun ... *****



then just drop my head on his shoulder, feeling just that metallic taste of blood on my lips, barely smiling ...

- Now ... you ... a. .. amare ... if ... forever ... - Starting to feel the breath began to fail me, my body was beginning to feel cold, but knowing that the ... he always kept me warm - you ... a. .. mo ... - Thus falling into his arms, my life was over ... *****




...- -Yoochun muttered weakly, feeling now if lifeless body in my arms I love you too ...- ...- gossip kissing one last time her lips were cold now ... ---------



A year has passed since his death, a year more than ever I could smile again, where everything had become an ordeal, where that that once was my reason for living, that he loved with such passion it was only as an obligation ... That it was my girlfriend, which was now just a nuisance and often end up calling him only to break each and every one of the promises of happiness, the marriage that he had promised before I met him, simply because nothing made sense in my life, absolutely everything was all a blank to me, simply because I had nothing, he finished taking my corazóny my love with death ...
...-
-Yoochun murmured slowly bent at the height of his gravestone, stroking her gently as I could get to it, leaving that flowers on both liked "White Rose" to finish sitting next to his grave, as if he who is with me tilting my head as if his shoulder will support ...- Yoochun ... I've missed a lot ... everything is so hard without you by my side ... but not anymore ...- spoke in a whisper, his gaze lost somewhere in that great cemetery with my tears slowly falling from my eyes - At the end Yoochun ... can finally be together without problems ... We can love freely ...- said crying a little more pronounced, taking that knife she had prepared, seeing as its edge will be reflected in the sun, then my wrist posándola where veins that bulged more - Nothing separates us from feeling ...- Yoochun as the cold metal cutting my skin to expand allowing blood that flows freely, feeling that warm liquid to pass through my hands, repeating this action several times in the same area pulsating feeling like I'm hand ...- ... happy Yoochun ... we can be ... together to ... all ... life - I muttered weakly, feeling nice now every gash that left not only on the wrist if tambiéna along the forearm, dropping knife when he had no more strength gradually watching my skin turned pale I could hardly breathe greatly ay "Wait ... Yoochun ... my love ...- slowly closing my eyes after seeing as that is dyed red flowers, smiling once more when my breathing was slow slow, dropping my arms powerless without that vital liquid, now at last I knew estaríaa his side. .. forever ...


Used Tennis Balls For Sale Ma

[NG-13] Between.. Love or Death *Cp.5*

Title: Between .. Love or Death
Author: Destiny & Ietsuna
couple or Personality: Yoosu ... Yunjae appearance
* Junsu by Ietsuna
* Yoochun by Destiny
Summary: What to do when you fall in love and you have to choose between death or love ...
What would you choose? ...
Warning: Drama, Tragedy




Chapter 5:


and go as fast as I could in that direction, turning that knob which was uninsured, thus leading the scene again, scary, surprising, as it were ...

- That ... they did ... - Because I could see the body fully bled Hero next to a Yunho who had scissors in his hands covered in blood, which had apparently been buried on his chest ... - Tu ... - Falling to the floor by this scene - you kill for it, perhaps you could not stand ...

not really knowing what to do, I felt, by god to do what I felt completely useless ... *****




was alone ... I've gotten to be just looking at my side, smiling as he could to the chamber, all alone without seeing the guard
Yunho or
"No matter how much I want to protect ... I ended up not so important ... never will be ... to anyone, "he muttered to me, just trying to concentrate on the program and nothing more .... nothing more ... *****




I do, is what I was wondering if it would arm a disturbance call, if I do it will be strange not appear ...

- Alo? ... - I say a little nervous when I hear that I answer the phone - I need you to come to this address ... but know you know it ... - Dictated and then hang up and stay as is, sitting on the cold floor of that apartment ...

only waiting to see this scene was so surprised ... but the truth, even he would not know because he called him, when another person might quizása have been ...




***** I left my damn thoughts when I hear my phone ringing, wondering a little answer to see who it was, so call me after treating me bad ... "Hello ...-

answer something lacking in confidence, listening then as I said it was an address, which I knew, listening intently to the number and then hang, a time information processing - ... Yunho muttered after realizing it was his direction, feeling quickly began to stir my breath ... sensing something was wrong, ending atrásy drop everything to run towards his apartment ... *****




The time was already spent, 20 minutes? less than that, the truth is not nothing knew, all that was, is, I felt like the door was open with fear, feeling like a Junsu totally surprised, remained static in the frame of the door. ..

- Ju ... its ... - Manages to whisper your name slightly when I see it ... *****




not even bother me to play those positions only slowly The fear began to open with a lot of fear, remaining static when I see that scene, unable to believe what my eyes saw ...

-Yu ... ... Yunho Yunho! "I muttered to see her body trembling with blood staining embraced who only a day ago was fair to be also in the same condition ...

And I wanted to move to his lifeless body, but also while out running and just want to believe that it was a bad dream, a lie but my muscles just did not react to my bringing my hands mouth, thus trying to silence the loud sobs that started out my throat, dropping to his knees in that same position ... *****




- We must do something ... - I say, but all I can hear are muffled sobs that are born evil growing stronger - not the time for this - I say it seriously, since she does not seem to hurt my tambe and that Hero was the only one who could say best friend - see ... - I say take your hand to get up, taking his face with my free hand, making me look so - have to be strong, far worse things happen, and even painful, and much, must know Cope - cleaning their tears, removing the hand from his mouth, feeling as those sobs ceased a bit - now that we do ... *****



-Yunho liar! Shouted pulling Yoochun's hands on my body, I did not like that attitude, because now when you spoke to me no more than an hour I cry "I lied, you like the other a liar, you said you would not let me as one, trust you! -Slowly approaching when I was on my feet again "Because I did not let me believe that just because ... because ?...- and could only blame those who did not fulfill promises, and all other leaving me too ... *****



I could do, really not much, maybe hurting a liar when he said, which although did not know it was indirectly to me, because that was me ? ... was also not the same, not to be lied about, lying to carry out a job which paid me already and I just hope the right time, this special concert will, but maybe this, this now I can not control me is playing badly, and I feel that perhaps I can not, I can not do, because, because there is something that just stops me, something that apparently it is, but I just ignore it ...

- Sorry ... - Is the only thing I can say, look down a bit, head ... *****




"Do not be told without looking ...- even with anger in my words, I do not want to be involved in this .... ...- and not again any time now that all my pictures back again, the smell of blood the screams, the sound of gunfire all around volvíaa be so clear that it hurt, hurt ; to too far to see this scene also my fault ... "I was sent to kill him because he was by my side .... but ends up in love with the ... "I muttered to myself to direct my remarks specifically to the .. Jae ... *****



- Another ... time? - Say something dislodged when I hear what he says, is that - I do not understand? ... maybe? *****



"Better ... I just do not understand ...- I strongly tightening my fists, and feel so miserable right now, if everyone around me would end the same way "It's better that I go away," I said smiling sadly sideways ... "You better finish of hate and get away from me ... *****



And just smile all on one side by those words ...

- I did not think you thought the same thing I myself ... - Turns watching a little surprised at that - I am who should not remain at your side, because if so ... - Sighing heavily for it - you better call an ambulance ... - Taking my phone, but before dialing me back - what happens? *****




certainly surprised me that much ... and one was not too ... turning seeing as we start to dial, I assumed an ambulance ... but I stopped him before that, staring

"You are? -Ask seriously, without taking my eyes from his eyes ...- Who you are, you came? ... ?...- mission which is or ask if more, all this was weird ... *****




Solo went on with my eyes fixed on her eyes, without departing in any moment, but did not respond to questions ...

- I'll call the ambulance - was the only thing to emerge from that room go to the room, dialing that number, which simply was not an ambulance - You know I do ... - Is what I say when I answer, then hang ... *****




-ignore me ... hate me ... and is well ...- mumble when I walk by my side without answering anything I asked you about, feeling then as the smell of blood that began to break began to enter into my meaning, and no longer wanted to stay in that room, in that department .. I did not want ... not wanted ... would not, and when I give much was in the street away from that place ... who was scrambling away from my feelings ...

*****

just went through my hand, perhaps out of sorts, that was the best, that is not here, he left for now, coming after 30 minutes that ambulance that was only a single screen, rather than Hero everything, carrying the bodies, finishing order that department, leaving it as it nothing had happened, I would take care to see how the little family that had Yunho is accomplished entirely, all prepared to place him as an assault they had, which ended with his life, a lie rather than hide the truth ... *****



And as it was not coming to my house locking me in my room, care less about other commitments they had in the company, now I just wanted to forget everything again ... all ... *****



everything was just so fast, he had been 2 days since it happened, the media only talked the manager of Junsu, on the alleged assault, but Hero ... the only way high, as they did who was Jae, who reportedly only sent a letter of resignation, disappearing from the map, as is, as appeared in the same way ...

- Nobody will remember the end ... - Is all that I say, now before the coffin containing her body lifeless and Hero, while I was alone, alone in the funeral he had done ... - Always be alone ... - Lying on the coffin, leaving now, only time to run my tears, which were only seen by one who was the only person who could me ... - In the end, I'll stay alone ... - Suddenly felt a hand rest on my head, which then down to my waist, clinging to my waist with the other, finally embracing, perceiving that warmth, warmth that was only one person ... - You do here?, How did you arrive?




***** You would think fate wants to get together, they gave the match, Yunho was in this same cemetery ... and could not help my feet began to move just getting to where he was, where the one who had been on the run these days, trying not to have much contact with him, because that only made my heart beat growing faster even with my girlfriend who passed me that ... coming quietly to his side not to frighten, listening mourn slowly, while saying that he too was alone, without knowing why, without even having thought I was lying next to him stroking his hair somewhat and then hold me tight I do not like to cry, really pressed my chest to see it that way ... hiding my face in your back ...

-just came to see Yunho also said, breathing slowly ....- ...- I'm also only Yoochun ... *****




- Do not lie ... - I said without moving, being still in that position - you have many people around you, is your girlfriend too - More hiding my face in my arms - you married her, no? - Feeling like he hides his face on my back - that's what you want coming here, being in a place with someone you know nothing, which embrace without being asked ... - Feeling like my heart beats fast, but I just ignore that - because you do this, if these two days been turning away as much as you can about me ... *****



-Tu also think that, really not looking too ?...- whisper voice, was not so hard as I've always felt like I ...- know when they are sincerely me and not for the money a little more ...- hiding my face in his back ...- I'm getting married ?...- answer questions, had forgotten again that, with all that he did not remember, because had also been avoiding, I was not in the mood for her and her reproaches ...- postponing it always ends in recent years as I now ...- voice soft, listening now asking all those things, I also wanted to know ... because it hurts to see you this way and I feel I must hold, perhaps hoping they'll be better ... do not know ... because treatment to stay away and you just end up thinking even more .. Nor is ... *****



- Then find the reason to stay away from me ... do not want you close, you do not want ... - Letting go of his embrace, trying to get out of there, but this time I am stopped by the wrist - BASTA YA! - Scream hysterically, because all I did was confuse me even more - tell me once, because I stop? you want! - Remaining silent when he holds me in the neck, listening to that slight ... "Do not leave me, not today ..." *****



"Please you ...- Roge, hiding my face in her neck, not today ... leave me not alone ... not today ... please ...- more hugging him, feeling as I held those tears began to flow freely .... *****



- Do not do this ... - Whisper it, it was not necessary to speak up as this so close that only made my voice sound weaker - because now you want me around if I only recently wanted away, eh? - A bit away from me, but still leaving your hands resting on my shoulders - let me know because I really do not understand it - fixing my gaze on him, noting how only the elusive and says nothing - I see no know really not what you want - your hands away from me - you look ... - Is all that I say, because they could hear this woman's voice calling him by name - do not wait more ... *****



And even hurt, he was absolutely right even I know what I really want to, but now felt the need to have around to my side ... why? ...

-Junsu oppa ...- I call it outside his fiancee ...- I was looking for a few days ago was not even anything you have called me, "she said reproachfully, yet distanced them, waiting for her boyfriend outside her ...

-Lo .. ...- feel muttered, looking at Yoochun ... and then bowing his head slowly, almost accidentally going to get to where his girlfriend-now ...- We told you almost choppy with strong forcing a smile ...

-Oppa ~ because you called me or returned my messages, more than two days ago have not seen you or heard from you, I had single Oppa ...- complained as he grabbed her arm get out of the cemetery ... *****



And because it hurt so much that I feel I mumble ... now feel my heart beat quick with a great desire to go back to the ...

- But I passed! - I cry, taking my hand to my chest, thinking that maybe this would calm a little beat so hasty ... - This can not be, can not be ... - I say, looking after the coffin - not the same thing can happen, not the same as you Hero ... can not ...

impossible


***** "I can silence a moment," he said ... almost shouted something that never before had, but is that although there always been this same way now, as I was despairing criticism of this and that, no streets in no time ...

"Because I speak ...- Oppa and wonder now with tears in her voice then you always have that whole voice of reproach "I do not recognize you, so long as even one I've said I love you, is that I no longer want - said crying now ...

"Sorry ...- sigh heavily, but at least now that it wanted because it was not quiet as Yoochun, because it was not more series ... because their hugs were not as warm as Yoochun ... because it was Yoochun ...- ...- course I love you feeling now smiled slightly ... "What a liar Yunho got me wrong ... sorry, drying her tears almost touching your skin, not even hug her, now all I wanted was to embrace the ... but that was impossible ... "You'd better come home, making for a taxi for her, need to be alone ... for now, then call you, "I knew it would be a lie, watching the taxi machar, starting to walk aimlessly ...


***** How fast can the resignation, perhaps too fast for me ... As is the time that had passed, maybe 4 hours ... do not know, the only thing was that Hero and was buried, and I was here, sitting beside his tomb, giving endless questions he knew would not response, because people who give to me, I was not ...

- Now tell me, as I take away this, I feel it - pushing hard where my heart lies, sighing heavily - how do I get rid of what I would not, that I only bring more problems ... because ... love does not come into the deal ... *****




were you doing now ... I knew I should not, rather not I, I should not feel all that, I'm a man ... By God they both are! I am committed, I'm getting married ... but now was not so sure about that ... "Because it

...- muttered to myself, trying now to find a solution for this ...- Because I appeared in my life Park Yoochun ... because ... because I keep thinking of you and even though right now ...- I start to understand, I knew it would only be in silence ... secret because in the end none of this would be true ... *****




the end that doubt, confusion that gradually became clear, with every passing day, the day see ... but only that, seeing as we crossed no words were not necessary ... As it had already passed since the death of both, 1 week, 2 weeks ... if, two weeks after everything happened, and apparently it still has not quito, interviews, etc ... and I alone, deferring more and more my goal, because why? ... for the simple fact of wanting a little more time with me, maybe not the way I really want, but only then, only then I felt good ...

- And why not a bouquet of flowers? - Atina only answer because today was his fiancee's birthday and had asked me to give him that would be good - I'm not good in these cases - parked in front of that florist, opening the door to come down , and following its passage, pausing at the door seeing as deteníaa observe all that variety of flowers, but I just stopping at one in particular - white roses ... - Muttered to myself - those that mean nothing ... just peace - getting closer to them, watching closely, the peace that needs my heart ... *****




-Flores ... "I mutter when we got in that flower shop, observing the most suitable for her, watching Yoochun approaches a beautiful white ... "White Roses ... one that has the meaning of sincerity, they are beautiful but not for her ... Said, approaching smelling those roses Yoochun "I like the white? I ask with a smile, one that did not show in the days before, but seeing his face against those roses quiet made me smile ... wanting to see that expression many times, forgetting for the moment the real reason for being in a florist ... *****



- And if I like or not ... is not important - walking away from him answer - you'd better hurry, there is still one more interview before his date with his girlfriend - completely ignoring that smile that gave me one that did not show from that day , aquella que pensaba ya había olvidado de mostrar, pero con sinceridad...

*****

-Si...- sintiéndome ahora mal yo por su rechazo hacia mi, comprando tan solo unas comunes rosas rojas... pidiendo que le hiciera algún tipo de adorno para que se vea tan simple, pagándolas luego y subiendo en silencia al coche... con miedo a hablar y se quiebre mi voz en el intento...-Va...vamos...-murmuro...

*****

No dije nada, simplemente arranque el carro llevándolo a su destino, a aquella ultima entrevista de la tarde, esperando terminara, para luego llevarle donde su prometida esperaba, but that, perhaps a little reprieve, as I stood in the parking lot, leaving open the door to let in, saying he had something important he had to say ...

- What happens? - I mean seriously, cold tone, not wanting to note that nervousness he felt in every word he said, he blushed looking not only hid his face ... *****




really did not know I was thinking when I stopped, but when I told him I had something important to say, maybe just because they do not want to go with it, noting so cold that tone with which I speak, look down a bit ...

-N .. do not want ... I do not want to go with her, "I feel my breath a bit shaken by the excitement of standing next to him ... "I do not want dates ... ...- I do not want to marry and most of all this quote to put a definite date to this wedding has been postponed for too ...- do not love ... *****




And just what made me happy, too happy that I could not help smiling when he said that "I do not love you", but only immediately clear, because at least he wanted to notice was that ...

- So why continue with it? - I asked, staring, watching me shakes his head, sure to not even knowing the answer - perhaps there is another person? ... - Thus my heart feeling a bit depressed, because loving someone and not know what to feel, it hurts a little ... and I am quite hurt by that feeling ... *****




custom-...- Maybe ... also looking into my eyes, not wanting to run over his eyes, knowing he could never be together that is otherwise not being a singer and his bodyguard ... a little surprised when tell me if there another person ... "If ... but we could be together ... eventually they never end up hurting both ... "Looking down a moment before returning to meet his eyes ...- But ... but I like this next to that person but is just being friends .... *****



And surely hurt when told that another person, listening to sad to say that way they could never be together, that would cause harm both, but you would like to be with her even being a friend ...

- And do you think people want to be your friend - referring to that person as a woman, because, obviously not crossed my mind that I was going to be a man - if you're interested in a different way, I do not think that being friends is the solution ... the end will be worse ... *****




-Amiga? ... -Asked question-not even a woman - and not because I said, I had the courage to say that small, but it was not enough to tell him ... looking eyes even feeling more and more nervous now ... and feel like telling the truth, but knew that would not be possible ... I could not also ruin the ... *****



- Eh ?.... - That I did not expect, that I said that was not even a woman - perhaps? ... - Noting how his eyes still fixed on mine, perhaps for time apart, but at the moment volvíaa posarla in mine - you like ... - And even finish to the question, because I instantly asserted a "Yes" silent moving head, moving a step closer to me and now I really do not know what to do ...



***** because I did not know but I may go a step further on, with a few inches away from the ...

I do not want to go with it ... I do not want, even closer, finished lay my head on his shoulder ... maybe just some excuse to feel more close to me ... "Please ... asked ...- hold me bringing my hands to her sides, clutching his shirt a bit, waiting for me no separate as always ... *****




increasingly be approached, eventually to be now only inches from me, then leave to rest your head on my shoulder, asking me to please do not take that not want to go with her, feeling her hands clung to the sides of my shirt, now asking to be hugged, feeling really nervous about this, wanting away, completely away, yelling anything for him not to do that, but just, just leave, taking my hands at his sides, posándolas around his waist, feeling as trembled slightly, raising his hands to my neck, and finish completely hold my ...

- What's happening? ... - Very slight whisper, noting his strong embrace, as if afraid of something - I do not understand what is happening ... happening to me ... *****




"Do not cast me ... please do not cast me, cling to his neck, feeling my heart beat faster each time when I hug, feeling relaxed in his arms now despite the rapid beating of my heart No, breathing a little slow on his neck ...



***** And my heart started beating so fast, so fast that it felt was afraid, he realized how nervous I have him put the fence, feeling like your breathing is slow, as it had around my neck ...

- What you going with me? ... - I ventured to ask, noticing how tense my arms - because I want to know if what I'm feeling ... - And there is not because I said it, but I felt that if I said my heart would calm down, my thoughts be ordained, and not turn over, do not mix, as although I knew the feeling well because the was not enough, needed something more, of that, no, or if you end up with this ... *****




And answer when I asked what, looking then a little surprised when I said if I felt I was the same as the ...

"That is what you feel your ...- Yoochun asked, spreading a little, enough to look him straight in the eye, feeling like I lost in your eyes ... *****




- Do not answer me with another question ... - I told him seriously, because he felt that maybe I did not dodge the question to answer - nothing .... forget what I said ... - Separated from it, away from that warmth that gave me separately from those eyes I lost a little more ... - Is will later ... - Trying to open the door again, but as it was re-arrested me ... *****



"Because you always do what it said ...- preventing you open the door again ... "Because I end up moving away when I want to just be a little more with you and not feel alone," approach it again, "because now eludes me, because I will say later, when I do not want this to her, and we here ; you ... because ... *****



- Making! - Yell when I said all that - look who it says!, If you're the one who goes away and then look hug! - Perhaps looking at him angrily, with annoyance - perhaps you're playing!, Perhaps the only thing you want is confused! - Letting go of your grip - you think I am, hey, a toy with which you can be when you feel lonely!, The only use to not feel one way or another! - Come back when I see him more - enough already with this!, And if you do not want to go because no fences, but do not think that'll be me, not just play to not feel alone ... *****



That hurt me to tell me too, to the point of feeling like my heart is pressed home his word can not help mourn, to give back one step back ...

I thought you were different ...- I said, lowering his face, without having the courage to face it now ...- But you're like everyone else ... I never thought of you as a toy ... it is how it feels when I play with a ...- crying even more, farther and farther away from the ... to run away from that place ... *****




- Different in what way! - Cry again, feeling as he begins to mourn and begin to gradually move away - tell me which way I should be then!, Because that is sorry! - Watching back each time point running off the site - only looking to me not feel alone .... and that's not what I want ... *****

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[NG-13] Between.. Love or Death *Cp.4*

Title: Between .. Love or Death
Author: Destiny & Ietsuna
couple or Personality: Yoosu ... Yunjae appearance
* Junsu by Ietsuna
* Yoochun by Destiny
Summary: What to do when you fall and you have to choose between death or love ...
What would you choose? ...
Warning: Drama, Tragedy



CHAPTER 4

And not that surprised me more, if your new hair color, her hair barely showed his face or voice that cold all I use to talk

- My boyfriend, "I answered honestly without taking my eyes off his face trying to find his who was hiding behind his hair-...- Tell me why I question a step forward to be closer to his, hoping that now I rejected ...

"Damn," he said when nearly run down the stairs at one end and just resigning myself stumbling over the fact that fall, but that they never happen, for when I was in his arm to react without knowing more just like holding on to the somewhat troubled breathing without knowing what to do now and wanted to get away I wanted him away from me but something kept me from making any movement ... ******



- your boyfriend? - Respond in the same tone, even going back or being intimidated by sitting close - if your looking to Jae, since no longer here, so if you please I go to look on the other hand I would appreciate it , a. ..

- You ... have ... more careful ... - Muttered slowly, close to your ear when I have you near me, then slowly separating, holding our gaze for a few seconds apart, then at the same time, noting how he blushed - will be will be , better get a hurry ... - I say, starting to fall before ... ******



"Do not play me," I saw something serious behavior, closer to him, leaving a few inches from his body, taking his arm dragging to hug me, hold me tight ami, feeling that warmth that was not so long ago, sensing the smell intoxicated me, so warm, "I mutter" Even change your attitude, your dress, your way of styling, safe for me to have the same warmth, the same aroma that I like ... tell me why ...

"If .. if .. sorry - hit upon to respond by withdrawing from a few seconds to just feel his eyes on mine, but could not wear red without really knowing who the real reason is when then as told to hurry beginning to down before me, then keep up, just in silence, reminding me again and again the word distance ...

*****

- Ya basta! - Cry away from me - who think you are to do that - looking at him with eyes challenging - because, what? - Clutching my hands to the sides, because as I wanted to finish this, plus unlike all still here, here ...

When I'm down, all I can do is sigh heavily, as it was impossible to have felt for those few seconds so nervous about having her so close, feeling as you approach, opening the door to pass , closing then, I now entering the opposite side, ready to ignite the car to leave, but before he could turn the key, I stopped by a grip on my wrist, turning backward, bumping his face against mine ...

- What? ... *****




-Simply? -Ends-perhaps also screaming was not you who I wanted, and now I want to leave just like that at all - become close to the "Give me a reason, and do not want it to be it is for the kid, and even that feels nothing for me, do not believe, your eyes do not lie, daring to take his face, and run that bangs from his eyes ...

-Gra .. g. .. I thank you nervous for no reason-at a moment ago - and saw her again as his face was close to me, dropping his hand suddenly when I realized what was doing, can not tell me over and over again, turning my eyes feel good in the seat, crossing his arms I was upset with myself, did not understand what was happening to me ... *****



- Let go! Do not touch me! - Shouting, pushing your hands off my face from a blow - I do not want to do it again! - Approaching the door was left open - Get out of here, go! - Looking at him, is supposed to hate, but the reality was very different - do not want you around, go away!, Where you can do no harm! - Seeing as I only look surprised - as if .... - But I could not continue to feel the cold metal perch on my hundred ...

- Because if you do, you die ... not ... Hero ... - Smiling person who now had him pointing a gun ...

- Mmmm ... - Only managed to respond, noting as I released at about the time I stopped, fixing my gaze on his face in the mirror now seemed annoying - then if you were going to get well, would have been better to say nothing ... - Is all that I say, to finally start the car ... *****



I was very surprised when he said that to hurt me, hurt me how could he meant exactly that, and would respond but I could not even could continue the sentence as a subject in front of us stop pointing my gun Jae with even just in his temple

"I ... hero? Murmured now as I call it strange and did not understand was happening, like a die? "What do you say to die? Annoyed tone, ask to see in that damn smile on his lips ... More

not answer what I digest, it is understood that even happened to me, I had my mind made a mess, and he would not want to keep thinking, I did not think something I did not understand that he could not understand, simply diverted my gaze from the front facing side of the window without noticing unconsciously take my hand to my chest ... ****



- Oops ... but look no more ... has its character, do not think so, My Hero - walking the weapon down his cheek and lift her face with her - tell me ... because even still alive ... eh, not supposed to .... Would kill him!

and could only shake, shake the feeling that cold gun walking down my face, listening to the complaints that I had paid 2 years ago to end, and I as a imbesil , ended up surrendering to what my heart wanted ...

- You have two options ... I guess you know which to choose, is not it? ... - Taking one of his hands and put the gun - is easy, and many times I've done - lifting, taking my other hand to his face, so that you see directly - stares and just pull the trigger ...

After that, all was silent, I said nothing, so I thought enough - and we - to alert, noting how impressed something jumps, opening the door to come down ... *****



-Killing me ask ?...- surprised when the man shouted that word-Jae is talking to this guy? He asked, seeing fully understand trembled slightly at the touch of that weapon on his face, and then pass it on to his hand, and make me stare, as he pressed the gun tightly in his hands now, taking it in a totally professional-...- A gunman told me when things were become clearer, seeing the reaction Jae surprised at my words, then smiled sarcastically, "I cheated ...

startled me too much to believe when I speak with that voice was becoming hoarse sexy ... TIME!, From when I stop to think if the voice of a person, specifically a man as it may sound when talking

"By God I passed! "I thought aloud, without knowing when I had heard ... just passing by her side, without looking, not giving thanks or smile as it did with the others who had been my duty ... because he is different because I do not want to look, or be close, because their presence disturbs me so much, because ...? *****




And I can only call me by surprise when this label "a hit" because that was what it was, a damn thug ... - Sorry ... - Muttered softly, almost anything, just for myself, just moving my lips without saying a word, downhill just the look, hiding behind my bangs those tears ...

- WHAT TO EXPECT! - Cry annoying - Matala!

was going to say something, but gave no time, as only opened the door and then heard him speak, just came out, passing me without even looking ... - With me? - Tell me uneasy, because I was getting used to smile or make a stew or whatever, but now, only silence ... *****



I felt stupid and deluded, the first time she saw him, I thought someone thought it was very cold, spending time began to be the sweetest person to me even to think to have something more formal with him, so much to get to start a family but then things just start reproach when it appeared that brat "Your mission

n was killing me, not love, smiling sideways by how I felt now, I cheat Jae, who claimed to have love for me too was false as your name? -Ask, seeing as we were startled by the cry of the man, listening to an inaudible sorry closer to him, taking with her face and hands with the other arm where he was, kissing slightly her lips and taking his hands with that gun to my head, specifically to my temple "If you let me, I prefer to die in your own hands my Boo ...- making your hand press that trigger ...

-Yunho! -Call when I was at the studio where we are supposed to find ... "Yunho!, Yunho! "I called but not answered or appeared" Where have you been manager of evil! "I complained somewhat annoying sitting heavily on one of the sofa, because now I was nervous to be alone with the guard ... *****



And before that bullet would end the the diversion point up, dropping one shot into the roof ...

- YOU DO! - Scream hysterically - IF LOOKS LIKE IT WILL OFFER YOU kill! - Trying to take the weapon to be me who finished with ... - Give me the gun!

- NO! - Shouted, beginning to struggle - I DO NOT WANT! I DO NOT WANT THIS! - Trying not not take it away, thus leaving very stuck, screaming at each other, until a second shot was heard from that struggle, the gun ended up falling to the floor next to both of us .. . Only

look like runs into that cabin, shouting the name of your manager, but apparently was not that weird?, I said to myself, as he was who he said had to be punctual, so you like that day, I just sit in a chair , crossing arms, looking at a blank spot, hoping to arrive soon ... *****



rapid pace, which only came out of my state when I heard that second shot echo in that building, watching as the weapon fell to the ground with those who were close together and I also nearby, and then see how it began to drain blood from one of those two

-Boo ...- mumble in fear to see that blood stain on his stomach, then felt a tremendous anger on that subject ... is not it time that gun lying on the floor now was in my hand, hitting the front of that guy to finish looking coldly at the time that I saw fall to the ground bleeding Jae-No never forgive you! -Cry and then pull the trigger, in an accurate shot, coming to stain the walls and part of my face with that blood ... -BOO! BOO! -Scream scared then start thinking in much of what he had done ... just worrying about that person now carrying in my arms ... The

we had waiting for ... they do not know, and neither case was to wait, stopping lazily on the other side where he was chair of the ...

"Better go marching to the program ...- I smiled sadly, Yunho aparecíay not that blonde looked at me with hatred not seen him, knew that their relationship waned gave diaa to be my fault, without even being between them, did not know the blond, and Yunho was just my manager who helped me fulfill my dreams, but to see me too help you win so much that not even imagine ever going to have ... always said ... but not in those words ... if at the end that's what it was ... as he had said yesterday that fair to them I am just a gold mine ... *****




and breathing stopped, my heart stopped beating, feeling the tears rolled down my eyes ... - Yunho ... - Was the last before ending at the floor, feeling that blood was increasing every time ... seeing that other inert body now falls to my side too, listening to those cries containing that nickname when I was going with so much love, feeling like I'm off the floor - why? - Is what I ask now almost subdued voice, feeling just like me gets into his car, which starts quickly, being in a few minutes in her apartment - no ... bra ... ha ... re medium - speak haltingly and wearing just my blood-stained hand to his face, stroking it slowly - per ... donate ... me, per ... Donama ... by to ... do ... is ... to ... - Closed his eyes a little more - but ... I ... I love you ... and that ... that ... was ... my mistake ... - Sliding my hand slowly down her neck, his chest - my ... error ... was ... love ... you ... per ... do ... - But the words were in the air, dropping my hand to the side, that was my real end ...

The Time passed, and nothing appeared, starting to get bored because it was no fun to be in complete silence, silence which is broken when the melody of my phone starts ringing - Alo? - Answered slowly, surprised then when I say that, not believing what I say, leaving only one cell that slipped from my hand, giving the floor, muttering that name ... - Hero ... *****


Boo
"Enough talk! "I said with tears at the edge of my eyes threatening to listen carefully to your words out and did not know if you smile and mourn for all that your hands feeling my face a little colder, then sliding my chest ... Boo-sufficient .... Booo I love you too ... I love you ... -But this was really inevitable, his hands and fell powerless .... I fell to the floor of my apartment along with, that department where we spent many times together ... -BOO! BOO! BOO! "I started screaming his name and hugging him tightly as his body was feeling increasingly became more and more cold ... pale ... without its heat-BOO! please open your eyes Boo we do not leave me, leave me Boo! Boo! -Crying now no matter what, not resigned to the idea of this, please ... no .. no ... Boo-truth is a lie, please open your eyes, look at me Boo, repróchame, please cry me Boo ...- but nothing was a lie, he was gone from me forever ... Pora and now it just felt cold in my arms pale as ever, "Forgive me ... my Boo Boo Boo ...- ... and now I just repeated his name stroking her face perhaps just imagined it was sleeping ... contemplating sleep ... and smile because now just slept ... and my senses and did not understand, my brain gave no sign of anything ... embracing it hard to continue sleeping peacefully ...

I already had out of that cabin, not sure really because I stopped when the sound of his phone began to ring, only to see his face of surprise, surprised me even more when I see how giving your phone falls hard against the floor, without knowing why I quickly approached him with more concern than is necessary, a concern that I had never felt before, picking up his cell phone to take your hands take it as it seemed something went

-okay? "Asked worriedly, not quite believe it also still hold their hands-Yoochun, okay? ... -Ask again without knowing his name mentioned now because ... *****




- I told you! - Hysterical cry - I knew this would happen! - Furiously pressing one cell - is so imbesil! - Breathing hard for this - you should not have, never should it !!!... - Staying for that moment in my world, completely ignoring whoever was next to me, not being aware of that embrace, give me ... I just cursing for the mistake he had made Hero .... error that he felt hurt, and hurt too ... *****



"My Boo," he said looking beautiful reviewing my hand gently over his face to not wake from sleep ... Undoubtedly

the cry of his hand scare me as much as I was surprised, never, never crossed my mind to see a reaction from him, nor that I abrasaría for ... how to say ... comfort? ..

-Yoochun ... Yoochun okay? -Ask again, now stroking her hair with one of my hands, maybe just maybe quizásy with what could calm even a little ...




***** - NO! - Shout, when to react and felt in his arms - just! do not do that!, do not try to confuse! - I threatening to go after that cab - will not fall into the same, I can not, I do not want to choose, do not want ... - Hearing your voice call me again - stay away!, I'm just here for a reason and that reason I'll take you out! ... *****



Finish by lying on the cold floor hugging my to provide warmth as this little cold, so staying asleep peacefully next to him as usual ...

-Yoochun ...- I call again scared and surprised, I never see him perform neck that way, saying things that did not even understand what he meant, "Yoochun ... I've done wrong this time to yell at me ... "I said with a voice remarkably sad, I cry that way, telling me things I could not understand .... for me that day ... than done to tell me that ... *****



- Appear, birth, create you!, Be what you are! - Turning to look straight in the eye - I need hate, only hate! - Taking my hands to my head, pushing hard - I hate you!, To not end well ... *****



Hate You ... and many times not hear that word of mouth from others ...

-Si ... I myself have wondered why I had to be born ... and I thought that ... actually maybe I should die ... because that is simply not ...- easier said breathlessly, feeling my tears fall, aching like never before when I said I had to hate me back then to say things that are not wise, because the decisions as ... and there I stopped to think about them since then just ran out of that place ... their presence .... *****




In that moment disappeared, do not know, just to calm down when I noticed his absence, but that hardly mattered now was only one important thing to do ...

- Because you did? - I wonder, coming at this time the department was Hero, finding it beautifully ... ordered ... - Fence work fast, I wonder how many have extorted? - Inspecting, looking for something that's with him, since I have the impression that the Hero's body is not with them ... - Where you be? - I say, looking at a picture which was carefully framed, where they appeared just two ... - Yunho ... - And that's when my mind clicked, taking that photo, turning and finding the address pointed back with a short message "When you need me, here I find ... "*****




And I really would have liked to sneak into my apartment ... but he could not do that, I just could not, had to stay like it or not ... hayo me here and now locked in one of the cubicles in the bathroom, crying as stupid, and that as never before heard those words than someone else hurt me as much as those of the

- Why? ... because that hurt me hate you more than anything ... why? ... "We do not let that Junsu's collapse, you're not well ... you do not let yourself be overcome by these things ...

I'm about to get up, rubbing my eyes tightly to stop mourn, out of that cubicle, wetting my face and finally remove any trace of a tear to address that program where for over 10 minutes should have been ....

Soup With Boiled Potatoes

[NG-13] Between.. Love or Death *Cp.3*

Title: Between .. Love or Death
Author: Destiny & Ietsuna
couple or Personality: Yoosu ... Yunjae appearance
* Junsu by Ietsuna
* Yoochun by Destiny
Summary: What to do when you fall and you have to choose between death or love ...
What would you choose? ...
Warning: Drama, Tragedy



Chapter 3:


often come to question me I did win that looks bad for people with whom I've never crossed a word, wrong sueñoy want to fulfill my promises I made?, so bad to enjoy the work that one likes, is that they often could not understand ... and when I asked how many were the times that Yunho had struck me because they can not really smile, but sometimes unintentionally was something that was becoming tired to know that my presence could only create problems and unwittingly cause damage to others ...

"Want to burn all night? "I said seriously when they returned to take a few minutes of rest, because Junsu's attitude was not the same-natural if you want to be back home soon ...- back to my place when they announced they would begin to record, seeing as now towards a greater effort to smile naturally, finished up without any problems after 45 minutes, "Well you can go quietly when Junsu said this with your bag ready, I even I have things to do, see you tomorrow, do not be late, take care, "I said looking at the guard and then take a path different from them, speaking to a specific location .. .

-Yes please ... ...- Yunho said sorry but he just kept going, without paying much attention ... "Come ... want to go home ... "I told the guard almost begging ...
?...-
"We can talk ask, just hoping it does not start to cry again .. *****



If I wonder how many mistakes I could and eat, and until I have no fingers to mention, could only Yunho see how many times he raised his voice, and he even came to cry for not paying the slightest attention, or not to smile properly and is now about 2 am and spent so you can leave well, noting how it was dark ...

- Si ... - Is the only thing mentioned, dropping two to the first floor to take him home, not knowing at that course, something would change ... The



my time is already contained in this cabin, really very little care, I just spend all this time to compose a new song ...

- not while I'm busy, I have things to do ... - Say cutting, without paying the slightest attention when she hears ... *****



"Well, then wait until you finish," I said leaning on the door, folding his arms, looking carefully at each thing or gesture towards, without taking his eyes off in no time ...

After that we did not say a word more, got in the car and thanked him when he opened the door slightly, and the fact of just sit and start it felt like my breathing started stir, quietly wiping those tears leaving without my seeing him at last we reached my apartment building where he was waiting for the damn elevator, then realized that I hated as I climb the stairs the elevator ... and reaching all the way in complete silence ...

-Te ... I can ask a favor? I asked when we were at my door, listening as a response a "mmm ..." "You could hold me down I asked ?...- the face ... *****



Furthermore
say that, just I did not listen, putting supposedly to write, when in reality all that by the strokes were meant nothing, but anything to avoid having to talk ...

Maybe now was a little uncomfortable because most of the morning listening like a parrot, and was now completely silent, weird?, Do not know, just that it felt different, but even after what happened in the afternoon ...

- We ... - Contact, making out of their world, opening the door to leave, followed the same way, this time taking the elevator, which went without even saying a word, leaving even more surprised - well, that's all. .. - And was going to retire but he stopped me - what happens? - Ask, listen that "I can ask for a favor" - mmm .... - Is all I say, opening his eyes surprised when I said if I can embrace, not knowing what to do, but being static when it comes up to me and is the same one who clings to me, and ended up taking almost Inertia my hands on his back, feeling like cling even more to me, listening to those sobs become more audible every second, now my neck feeling a bit damp his tears ... *****




secretive about a chair where he sits, finally sitting beside him watching those nonsense things well many scratches which is composed

"Do not write anything," whispered in his ear, seeing how it shakes slightly to not even give me the pleasure, "Why do not you talk to me again
JaeBoo-whisper And I
I myself who ended up hugging, needed to feel a hug from those who were denied me, I needed a hug if nothing more than hurt, holding on even stronger on when you feel like puts his hands on my back, beginning to mourn taking those tears that had accumulated, those always end up shedding tears alone, the solitude of my apartment ... slowly beginning to separate the ...

"Sorry ... -Gossip weakly in a broken voice, smiling tenderly Thanks ...- then murmured, bowing, and then finally enter my apartment .. *****




And that whisper certainly shocked me, but simply not had the pleasure of seeing if ... - Because I do not want - taking those leaves, but the folder that were on one side and get out of that chair - you just do not want you in my life ... - To get out of that cabin and leave it alone, just as I am, so that me and always felt ... Everything

completely disturbs me, that embrace, that mourn, those tears, that I'm sorry, but a thank you ... - Because I feel so strange? - I say to myself, shivering after seeing him enter his apartment, shaking my head to either side and ginger up these silly ideas that for a second crossed my mind - all this I must be tired. .. yeah, that's ... *****



sighed heavily when I get up and leave, leaving me all alone in that booth just watching that door through which came

"That's what you really want Jaejoong muttered to myself, now he was alone, no? "If you really do not want me in your life, do not bother you more, but do not ask me to stop loving you ... "I sent a message, and then out of that cabin, and finally retire to my apartment

was impossible, refused again and again with my head, and even lying down after several minutes

-How is it possible that one can feel your warmth, "I say to myself, feeling uneasy, not knowing what was really going on with me now, and if I closed my eyes, only saw the images of that embrace "Better keep your distance ... I murmur now feeling that tiredness that provoked tears in my ... *****




And surely that message really hurt, doing that now doubted why he changed his mind for some time atrásy not end as was supposed to be ...

- That I'm wrong ... - I say closing the phone, when you finish reading this post ...

- In the end falling in love with who was supposed to be your victim ... - He complains when I see him walking down the street greatly confused ...

- Yoo ... Yoochun ... - I say scared when I see - I ... I could not help ... - Down the face, hiding those tears at my heart feel so depressed ... - I could not help falling in love ...

- so much so until your identity changed, yet people are behind you for not complying with that - looking at it seriously and intently, knowing full well that he felt my gaze, but still just not me was the face ...

- but now will be different ... - I say, cleaning my face - and decided to get away, make you forget me, so if one day I find and kill me - yearning for that ... - Not hurt ... *****



Wait, I expect even a minimal part of their message which never arrived, and could not help feeling bad, I've done wrong you just want a little more to give only the best ... to get away from this dirty world of art ... "I guess I do not answer then, this is really our farewell?, I can not accept that this happens only for a brat ... do not want to lose not this way ... "I did not mind having to send message through the night now so that I answer because no calls were answered me ..

If I was sleepy, had much sleep, but damn close eye images that would not let me sleep

-DAMN GUARD BE STUPID! I cry with despair, picking up the sheets covering my head, begging to sleep ... *****




- Sure will not hurt? - I ask, because I could hear very well as his phone began to ring over and over and over again, listening to the sound of new messages arriving one after the other - so sure this will not hurt. ..

- Let me think ... - Gritting his eyes when he heard the phone ringing, as well as the alert of new messages, feeling even more bad ... - Let me believe that this happened, not hurt ... *****



"Nothing, absolutely nothing ... Jae did not answer? - I wonder, still looking now my phone with the hope that I answer at least one of the many messages I've sent ...

wanted to sleep, I really just want to sleep, but not podíay just gave up, leaving my eyes open, and perhaps hoping that at some Pondo of the night and do not give more ... *****



Now I was sitting on my bed, looking mobile that had the mailbox full of messages, both voice and text at a time of countless missed ...

- will be the best ... simply be the best - closing the phone, after reading each of your messages, and having heard his voice growing more sad - Jae forget - I mean looking at my phone that now rested Off to one side - and that anyway, never existed ...

- ACHUUU! - It was impossible, do not think I was going to catch cold or do you? - Or is that someone is talking about me? - I wonder now that I'm lying in my bed trying to sleep - aish!! - I deny, because I was totally extrañoy what kept me - I passed! - Covering my head up because the last thing that happened to remember it completely brown - is needed to hold me, for they did !!!... *****



At this time I could no longer send messages or make calls simply by turning off their mobile end

-Jaeboo, my boo, we will not be nothing? ... - ask the air with downcast voice, very tired, having the desire to leave home now, but could not, would not be convenient ...

-ASH! Do not return to play, I hate not being able to sleep at your own damn fault! - And did not understand, did not understand what was happening, as it is possible that a simple hug to someone I barely know to remove the sleep-WHY !!!... *****



Dye, contact lenses that had taken me aside ... - It's time to get back to who was really ... - Thus starting to dye my hair, which fade and is now black again, as black as it was ... - Welcome again ... Her O. ..

few hours had passed already?, 2, 3, and I still with eyes wide open ... - DEMONS! - I curse the ground pulling the quilt - it is impossible! - Out of bed, even as I tried, I could not rest easy ... *****



-Jae ... "Muttered one more time before you drop the tired feeling like a few tears running down my face thinking maybe the stupid behavior I had with it and end up losing .... forever ...

-WHY! I have shit I need sleep, sleep, and only a couple of hours would have to start up, because a new day was beginning and I could not reconcile damn dream .... I will do, or the best makeup can hide the ugly face I'll take ... *****



And by now, Kim JaeJoong had disappeared, which appeared so suddenly ... now being who should never be ... - Sorry Jung Yunho ... but you too you'll go ... along with the ...

had no case, and apparently would not have, so I get just resigning myself to bathe, as it was now 5:30 in the morning, then begin to get ready - it is best remain more than 100 meters from the ... *****



If I wanted to sleep, could not close my eyes if only I was in my mind, and felt something inside me anything volveríaa be equal and that all exchange ...

And he had no case, just could not sleep, so I reluctantly get out of bed goes to the bathroom to take a good shower at least to relax and not think of anything else, leaving This after half an hour, getting dressed lazily, as the dream that I had nothing and nobody removed it

"Damn!, you stole my precious hour of sleep, "he complained in frustration once more, heading to the kitchen after some food dress-IMPOSSIBLE! as shit there is nothing to eat! , Resigned just sit on the couch that passes through me and see if I can take something from the cafeteria ... *****




7 am, was now completely changed, with a suitcase to the side, ready to leave, when suddenly the doorbell rings, scaring all of a sudden ...

by something I married, and had not slept all night, but come on, is a night more than that and spent many sleepless, with the difference that just never happened to me and in this way, but is less good - or that it was so important - I tell ya now in its floor, ringing the bell ... *****



now I cared very little work that Junsu was to guard, I knew exactly what he had to do, no more resist the urge out of my apartment in his direction, delay ; ndome almost nothing, ringing the bell, hoping to open the door, I could not bear to lose that easily, without even talking things ...

hear the bell parándome couch lazily, taking my bag and department keys, opening the posts found behind her and not know why I started to feel strange ...

greeting "Good morning, smiling slightly, then close to secure my apartment" If you can take the elevator, I walk down the stairs, not even expect a reply, just started down the stairs, really some reason did not want any contact with the .... *****




just did not want to open, and I was afraid it was to be one of them, but the sound 4th time I returned to reality with a sigh before deigning to open and to see him behind the door ... - Agregar - Ask a serious voice, totally to the above, so cool looking through that bangs that covered almost a part of my face, feeling as I watched maybe surprised? Undoubtedly

felt strange to see him, so when I stepped back 1 step greeting, watching her apartment and closes near the time I said that would go down the stairs disappeared down the stairs, not knowing but only because followed - WARNING! - Screaming then pulling on the arm when I react to see almost down, thus leaving the back and a second time, embraced me ... *****