Day to remember ....
have spent many this time ... I work a while before going home to write these thoughts (without reading the message of my naru girl before ... I know I will leave bad uu).
These weeks, as I in my previous posts have been horrible. Immense pain, situations where my character starts a check between her emotions and my head. I cried a lot and I like it or accept it. Exziste loneliness and not simply there is a gap where the anger is mixed with tears and helplessness. Nothing can importanr much and I know that yesterday was the first step even the big bang is coming.
screamed a lot of things, some meaningless, other with much meaning. Other personal too many hurt a lot ... I promised not to hurt anyone else (if it is to me, no drama ... so I thought). But the shot backfired (as they say here in Chile).
I feel bad, but not for the fact of having said all that and tqan feel relieved as I felt at that moment. I feel bad because as things and as I took, should have acted much earlier to grow so much ... but that's me, I keep everything and then exploded. Bad is that ... very bad. Pq then come the CONSEQUENCES of my words ... Shit
Anyway ... yet I can not stop smiling. I know it sounds silly, but I'm happy. Now at last I give my story and I understood quite well understood (some aspects of the short story were not understood or simply not want to mention, but my thanks for the answer.) That got me with a smile from ear to ear
n_n oh .. I know it sounds silly to say now, but I can not pass the time without saying anything.
Happy Birthday my girl Naru
The days are hard and I know that after I wrote that things can change but you know you can count on me for everything. I love her very much and it does not change.
Happy birthday ... that's all i can say
ps: my mom called me and left me half sadder ...
pd2, and still not understand a thing ....
